Livingston lights twinkle in the valley below - a festive pre-dawn backdrop just beyond the soft flame of the candle lit here on the wee desk in my cabin. My soul is "Snoopy Dancing" with glee after a breakthrough night of rest. The past few weeks have been morphed by an epic round of insomnia - nothing new for this chronic insomniac but having been granted a full scrumptious six hours of sleep last night feels like being tapped by a magic wand. Blessed. Sprinkled by fairy dust, the world is a shinier place when sleep anoints me.
One hour of sleep - sometimes two - were the "norm" each night the past few weeks. Naps were elusive. But the place and pace brought on by sleep deprivation was good for me in that I actually slowed down. I don't usually allow an epic round of insomnia to slow me down but a combination of the holidays and Jeffery's company (which is hard wired to a slow sane southern pace) allowed me to take some deep breaths, accept and allow. Well at least a little bit. I hunkered down in the spiritual retreat offered by my cozy cabin at the end of the road near the top of this Montana mountain. I took time off from studio life. Christmas at my cabin was sweet and cozy, full of laughter and yummy food - I actually cooked! I indulged in a good book. Hiked a bit. Thought a lot. Oh my goodness I could continue the list but the sun is nudging night into day with electrified pink clouds. My addiction to sky must be indulged, the keyboard abandoned.
More later...