Feathering the niche

A few years ago while visiting the Denver Art Museum, one of the zillion treasures on view were a few "feather baskets" in the Native American collection.  I thought one of my niches in the great big tree reliquary sculptures would be beautiful lined with feathers... So I stashed a note in my head that day.  Early the next morning while drinking tea in a condo on the ski hill I scribbled a note "line with feathers" into my sketchbook.  I have about as many ideas for art as the art museum has objects (yup - a zillion).  Luckily this is one idea I have begun to explore in my art:

Glueing each feather, one at a time...

"Feathering"

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The calm before the storm...

Three carved niches are like three fresh canvases offering endless possibilities.  Metallic paint and patinas are a new exploration for me with the skulls.  Initially I hesitated to mess with the beautiful bone skulls - their natural state a true thing of beauty.  But I am an artist driven by curiosity and willing to push boundaries (even willing to make mistakes).  Thus - a new venture with color on bone... Metallic paints and patinas on the skulls = a new possibilities with composition and feeling.

Between chapters...

I can't mix the sawdust part of creation with the staining and feathering stages.  Someday I plan to add onto my studio so that I have a sawdust free space for working on the smaller projects.  But for now I simply embrace the fact that my creative process has chapters.  The process of cleaning up sawdust before working with color has its benefits.  The studio and my mind go through a kind of alchemic "clearing" between stages. Before the colorful careful staining stage of creation...

The sharp end of the rope (last day on ice)

Ahhh....ice.....! Once again the season was MUCH too short.  Certainly I have never gotten to climb too much ice in one season but warm temps brought an unusually early end to the season.

Sigh

View while I sat and geared up before the first frozen waterfalls

The "sharp end of the rope" is a climbing term that refers to whomever is leading the climb since that is more challenging and potentially more dangerous than following.  The rewards of climbing on the "sharp end of the rope" are similar to what I experience in the studio when I push myself beyond fear and doubt while creating.  Leading several pitches of super wet ice gave me a physical, mental and spiritual "high" - a bold electric feeling of confidence that is just what I need right now while forging through an exceptionally challenging chapter of caring for my mother.  Thankful for the gifts of Momma Nature and adventure...!

Reliquaries Exhibit

I was asked if I would participate in a local show featuring reliquaries created by artists.  I was even asked politely if I would mind having a group show inspired in part by my own work with reliquaries.  I assured the curator that I did not by-any-means claim the term "reliquary" and I would by-all-means be honored to join the exhibit.  The word "reliquary" is an architectural term meaning "house for a relic."  I decided to use the opportunity to exhibit my first carved tree reliquary sculpture titled "Secret Miracles at Work." "Secret Miracles at Work"

Here is a statement about the first series of reliquary sculptures shown in a solo exhibition at Paris Gibson Museum of Art:

I remember looking intently into the gilded gold and glass reliquary for the relic…the knucklebone of a saint. I don’t remember if I was amused or disappointed. The reliquary consisted of a box inside a box, inside a box, and sat on a stand which must have weighed a ton for all of the gold and glob. Detailed with exquisite craftsmanship but overdone…like a wedding cake which struggles under the weight of more frosting than substance. Slender spun threads held the bone. The attempted illusion of magical suspension seemed comically befitting the odd juxtaposition of pomp and filigree which housed a dull dark dusty bone…the object of veneration. I was seventeen…impressed not so much by the object than by the idea of the object. I was told that thousands of people made pilgrimages to this place to visit the relic. A cathedral was built to house the reliquary which housed the relic…money exchanged hands, artisans made a living and believers made offerings in light of the artifact of a bone left behind by a saint.

Fascinating.

I have experienced spiritual epiphanies in nature-made cathedrals. Moments of soul-bearing insight have come to me bereft of pomp…totally unexpected and usually without a pilgrimage. One such moment occurred the summer after college while alone in the backcountry as a wilderness ranger. Memories of that summer are pleasantly woven together from an endless array of eye-pleasing images…a subtle wash of untainted colors instantly calming in a solitude enriched time of contentment. Damp dark nights, dewy mornings, snow-capped peaks, deep blue glacier lakes and moss adorned cold creaks blend together on a canvas pungent with aroma…the rich mixed smells of spring and the dry hot singular smell of dust in the mid-summer air.

A piece of my grandmother's lingerie

One memory leaps from the canvas of that summer with intensity beyond the pleasant harmonic spread of sound, smell, and color. The epiphany happened unexpectedly at the base of a tree. Struck by lightning, the tree stood twisted and torn, dead and alive, insistently bold and strikingly humble. Sap ran like tears. Crimson red streaked the black charred trunk. Nakedly exposed dead limbs savagely intermingled with the tender life-bearing leaf-filled branches. Passionate clinging …survival …acceptance …love and loss …all wrapped into the trunk of a tree made more beautiful by the scars… more majestic in its humility. I was awestruck. The powerful mixed message struck my soul and blazed my heart…charred and scarred. Instant communion… I felt deeply ALIVE.

I cried.

The ordinary made extraordinary…a relic holds more power for me than an idol. Existence based in experience rather than an image made in the likeness of something other. The energy emanating from a relic or the care given to a reliquary both have the potential to be captivating. The fortuitous spirit I witnessed that afternoon touched twisted triumphant places in my own soul. Split. Relic and reliquary. Raw and adorned. Shockingly disturbing and deeply comforting. Tragic and triumphant.

I embrace life with its contradictions and plunge headlong into the marvel. I offer these sculptures as pages torn from a journal of my journey. Think of them as leaves dropped from my tree to walk among quietly or dance around venomously. Tip toe. Skip. Lounge. Laugh. Raise an eyebrow. Ask a question. Nap. Cry. Crinkle the leaves between the fingers of your mind or let your soul chuckle with the crispy crunch of them underfoot.

I did.

(exhibit can be viewed at The Frame Garden until the end of the month)

Inspirations

I have never seen so much "Sue Tirrell" in one place.  What a fine fun intensive batch of new works in her solo show at the Red Lodge Clay center.  Sue lives "in my hood" - just upriver in Paradise Valley.  The Red Lodge Clay Center is gem of a place sporting a world-wide footprint of top notch ceramists tucked into the small magical mountain town.  I am happy to report that after more than a decade of being a Sue Tirrell fan, I will finally get to have a small piece of her work all of which has an "Old World meets local storyteller" feel to it.  I was swayed by my usual tendency toward birds, bunnies and frogs by this compelling ethereal goat.  The date of my birthday in the year of 2015 launches the Year of the Goat (sheep) in the Chinese Zodiac.  Come visit me and you may enjoy a scrumptious snack from this little desert plate: White Goat Desert Plate by Sue Tirrell

Blue eye baby

Blue eye babySeriously?!!!  I am blown away by my little blue eye baby.  Tala's other eye is darling too - a deep purple/blue/black eye with a little rusty round eyebrow above it.  I have never had a puppy.  Zaydee was a rescue dog (about 2-ish) when she came into my life and Shiva was about the same age when she showed up at the cabin with bullet wounds and a collar with no name.  Tala likes to put all of her toys (and whatever else she claims as a toy) in her bed in my office.  She doesn't sleep in the bed (she sleeps under the desk at or on my feet).  

Office Entertainment

Did I get any work done my first week with Tala?  Barely...  But she is good at entertaining herself and luckily 6-week-old puppies sleep a LOT.  But even while sleeping Tala can be a distraction because she is soooooo dang cute!  She runs in her sleep, squirms and suckles.  She prefers to nap right at my feet, holding me captive in my desk chair for fear of running over her fluffy little paws. [embed]http://youtu.be/_Z-xUqlmq7A[/embed]